it is the fear of the unknown which makes us feel so apprehensive. It is the fear of the things you don’t know that makes your heart pumps so fast….

it makes you shiver when you feel so restless thinking about tomorrow. Thinking how you are going to face tomorrow while your heart is trembling and shaken. Never in our lifetime will you be able to face these things 101% with courage, but then, I realize, God is always bigger than our circumstances. Anyhow, we are just human beings encouraged to make mistakes, encouraged to feel such fears…so that these unknowns maybe be explored, right there and then we will learn.

Its just that, i fear that one day i die without the world hearing what I want to be listened for… without the love of my life hear what I have always wanted to live for … that is to live for him til the rest of my life.. and that i do things for him.. not for me…

dang love, makes you so weak…it makes our life turn upside down.. exciting, hurting, but sweeter…:p

just thinkin’ about it is an emotional torture ?

J