’twas 23 years ago when my cousins and I played in the small barrio in dela paz.. we used to play with robots, toy cars, "turumpo", yoyo, etc.. .. yes these kind of toys because I grew up with all boys, Denver and Mark are my cousins who had been my all time favorite playmates. I can even recall how denver tried to catch the lizards who were all afraid to pass by the wall across the doors of our houses…  and mark who was our little brave "jose" (Jose is our lolo).

I can recall how I danced with the tunes of my titos and titas music as I tried to bite mark if he tries to dance better than I do hahahaha I guess I was the bully one.. yet I got all the toys that I wanted to give my girl cousins, the fancy lipsticks and make up kits  which I didn’t really like and just gave those away.. The dolls I gave ‘em but kept vandolph and rose anne (my favorite dolls) which I still have and yes, still in my room… (puro pentel pen na nga lang ung face ni vandolph hahahaha, I just love to draw.. )

The "patintero" and "tagu-taguan" during the nights especially if it’s total black out in our area.. all of my relatives were outside the house, my titos and titas laugh out loud when they see me trying to catch my cousins in the "agawan base" game.. well yeah it’s because all my fats were trying to jump with me too.. hehehehehe..

Until Mark’s family transfered to another home.. and so with Denver.. My family and some other relatives were left in that small place my lolo built. Everyone has grown.. had pains, were broken hearted, loved and was loved, became happy, had their families, … and continues to grow and move on from then til now…

until the wedding march…

it was Mark.. he just got married last friday… I feel so happy for him… saw my relatives too.. even got the chance to see my titos and titas who took care of me when i was so so little…..my cousins who already have their families and I really had fun playing with their kids.. yeah my nieces and nephews…

I love to recall every single thing we shared when everything was so young.. everything was a memory and i can recall every bit of the youngest of days we had as I march along the aisle… it was not me getting me married though.. not just  yet hehehe It was Mark our little jose.. Denver was there too and I heard that he has someone special now.. hehehehehe kilig naman ako kuya damboo..finally hehehehe..

Now.. that Mark has finally settled and Denver who has his special someone,  my question is… when would I walk the aisle on my own wedding march? hehehehe I don’t know if it is too soon to ask, yet I just realized that wether I’d have or would not have my own wedding march I would always have the richest love of a family that would care to be with me until the end of my days.. I may die alone or may die and leave my own family behind.. yet the memories are safe with me…

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pero kailan nga kaya ako ikakasal? hahahaha

maybe if this special man in glasgow city would ask me to….

hahhaha oi peace po sa mga taong magagalit dyan sa tabi tabi hahahaha

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